invited guest oni...
copyrite -jaesoh
copyrite -jaesoh
Love is like taxi
If i wait for them, they wun come.
It's not that the taxi wun come
there just aren't any empty cars
This is the worst thing is when I tot ..
mayb I'll b able to find 1 on another street??
E moment I glance back..i just missed another
It wun come if I just wait.
If u look for them they wun come either
They just wun come
Wait...
they wun come to just any one person
but…when u give up and started walking
they suddenly ALL come at once
its a sign!!
mayb i should stay @ home...
crawlin to mi like a dream
my little star up high
dazzlin my eyes
shinin brightly
fallin on my shoulder
dun b sad anymore
holdin my hand tightly
caressing my wounds
it embraces mi warmly
too hurt for my legs to walk
eyes so blurri with tears
b4 love never meant for mi
i will kip on smilin
dear moments with U
buried deep within my heart
like those stars embroidered in my eyes
i will luv U 4ever
This means you have an uncanny ability to look into the future and anticipate what is going to happen. By knowing something's going to occur, you can even change the outcome of events for the better.
Oink, our in-depth analysis also shows you have other hidden psychic strengths including retrocognition (the ability to know what has happened in the past), telepathy (the ability to sense people's true thoughts) and clairvoyance (the ability to see the unknown).
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You have a balanced brain — able to draw on the strengths of both the right and left hemispheres depending on context. Typically, people with balanced right and left hemispheres are very comfortable with switching between local and global perspectives — that is, paying attention to both small details and larger issues when the circumstance indicates. That means they can identify elements that make up an image or situation and also attend to the larger, more holistic pattern or unified whole that those details comprise.
You are able to capitalize on the left hemisphere's skills in verbal communication as well on the right hemisphere's focus on patterns and association making. This rare combination makes you a very creative and flexible thinker.
Depending on the situation, you may rely on one hemisphere or the other. Some situations may lend themselves to using your right brain's creativity and flexibility while other situations may call for a more structured approach as dictated by your left brain.
That's how your brain processes information. And while your dominant brain hemisphere certainly contributes to the way you process information, there is also a style of learning, unrelated to your dominant hemisphere, that determines the ways in which you are best able to pick up information. When you're learning something new, your dominant brain hemisphere will want to take over. But there are times when the information being presented is not well suited to your dominant hemisphere's abilities.
That's why, in addition to your hemispheric dominance, you also have a style of learning that is dominant for you. Whether you know it or not, you are naturally predisposed to learning things visually, aurally, or through a combination of the two.
Your test results show that you are a visual learner.
| 把你的快乐建在我的痛苦上 当我在哭的时候你坐在那边笑 在我的伤口上面洒盐巴 跟银行经理说我信用差 你看不顺眼你就开口骂 你忌妒我的车子就是比你ㄆㄚ 你笑我考试考得比你差 你吃不到你又特别哈 你这个没有心的王八蛋 你会有一天后悔 我的心好像有颗大的石头 我的头好像原子弹要爆炸 我的梦好像破了洞的气球 我真的好倒霉 不要得意你会后悔 你会有一天后悔 |
Struggling increases the strength of its hold. ..
当你决定 你要离开我
我没有说什么 就当作你自由
有好几次 我都想忘了
苦酒也没有用 就当作是寂寞
只有我能明白 他的温柔
对你是种解脱 其实要告诉我 谁是你的最爱
其实你很爱他 对我的惩罚
说你没有想他 谁可怜我吧
我也没有借口 只能放手
不敢奢求 你说爱我
其实你很爱他 他很温柔吗
其实你很想他 就说出口吧
我也不想多说 捂住耳朵
不想再次听到你说...你很爱他
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession
The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.
Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.
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heart wans wat heart wans
even when it was completely nonsense
even when it meants throwin life's balance completely into debit column
even when it meant more tears
even when it knew better........
Quick, grab a fire extinguisher! You're so lusty you could ignite at any minute! In fact, we'll take a wild guess and say that you're probably thinking about your next passionate rendezvous right now. Sure, the early days of true love are often filled with plenty of footsie and mental undressing. But if that's all there is to it — if, say, you don't often find yourself calling for no reason or lost in hour-long conversations — it's probably lust. Not that that's a bad thing. On the contrary!
Lust is a lot of fun. There's nothing quite as exciting as knowing that when you and your hunka-hunka burnin' love meet up, clothes will be hitting the floor faster than you can say, "Right here, right now." Just don't be disappointed if the infatuation fades after a while and not much else is left. Chalk it up to experience, go over your sizzling memories one more time, and keep lookin' for true love!
http://web.tickle.com/tests/loveorlust/
What Are Your Dreams Telling You?
Quiz Score: 4
You may be grappling with a problem during the waking state, and because you are unable to find an evident solution, you try to resolve the issue during sleep. If your dreams are particularly upsetting, try to clear your mind before going to bed.
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i hear ure takin the town again
havin a gud time with al ur gud time friends
i dun tink dat u tink of mi
ure on ur on now & im alone & free
i noe dai i oughta get on w my life
but a life lived w/o could neber b rite
as long as the stars shine down from e heavens
long as e rivers run to e sea
i ll never get over u getting over mi...
i try 2 smile so e hurt wun show
tell everybody i was glad to see u go
but e tears juz wun go away
loneliness found mi
looks like itz here to stay
i noe dat i oughta find some1 new
but all i find is myself oways thinkin of U
no matter wat i do
itz like a lifetime to live thru
i cant go on like this i nid ur touch
ur e oni 1 i've ever loved
tis is part of jae's bday invitation but he shy say cannot post it here...
but this is so funny i cant resist but to show off this portion about MI!!!
goodbye
Remember the good times that we had
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me I wanna be the one
im so tired but I cant sleep
Standin on the edge of something much too deep
Itz funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside but we cant be heard
Im so afraid to luv but more afraid to lose
Clingin to a past that doesnt let me choose
Once there was a darkness deep and endless night
U gave mi everything you had u gave mi light
i will remember u
will u remember mi
dun let ur life pass u by
Weep not for the memories
| since mr pang spent so much effort to type this out it'll b a waste if mi no share with all of U!!! | |||||
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Hey girl,
if you always wonder why I so chin cai sometimes, i'll share this story I read from Ajahn Brahm's book Opening The Door of Your Heart... i spent a good half hour typing this so i hope you would read it. THIS IS NOT A FORWARDED CHICKEN SOUP SPAM...
TWO BAD BRICKS
After we purchased the land for our monastery in 1983 we were broke. We were in debt. There were no buildings on the land, not even a shred. Those first few weeks we slept on old doors we had bought cheaply from salvage yard; we raised them on bricks at each corner to lift them off the ground. (there were no mattresses, of course – we were forest monks)
The abbot had the best door, the flat one. My door was ribbed with a sizeable hole in the centre where the door handle would have been. I was glad the doorknob had been removed, but that left a hole in the very centre of my door-bed. I joked that now I wouldn't need to get out of bed to go to the toilet! The cold truth was, however, that the wind would come up through the hole. I didn't sleep much those nights.
We were poor monks who needed buildings. We couldn't afford to employ a builder – the materials were expensive enough. So I had to learn how to build: how to prepare the foundations, lay concrete and bricks, erect the roof, put in the plumbing – the whole lot. I had been a theoretical physicist and high school teacher in lay life, not used to working with my hands. After a few years, I became quite skilled at building, even calling my crew the BBC (Buddhist Building Company). But when I started it was very difficult.
It may look easy to lay brick: just a dollop of mortar underneath, a little tap here, a little tap there. When I began laying bricks, I'd tap one corner down to make it level and another corner would go up. So I'd tap that corner down then the brick would move out of line. After I'd nudge it back into line, the first corner would be too high again. You try it!
Being a monk, I had patience and as much time as I needed. I made sure every single brick was perfect, no matter how long it took. Eventually, I completed my first brick wall and stood back to admire it. It was only then that I noticed – oh no! – I'd missed two bricks. All the other bricks were nicely inline, but these two were inclined at an angle. They looked terrible. They spoiled the whole wall. They ruined it.
By then the cement mortar was too hard for the bricks to be take out, so I asked the abbot if I could knock the wall down and start over again – or, even better, blow it up. I'd made a mess of it and I was very embarrassed. The abbot said no, the wall had to stay.
When I showed our first visitors around our fledgling monastery, I always tried to avoid taking them past my brick wall. I hated anyone seeing it. Then one day, some three or four months after I finished it, I was walking with a visitor and he saw the wall.
'That's a nice wall,' he casually remarked.
'Sir,' I replied in surprise,' have you left your glasses in your car? Are you visually impaired? Can you see those two bad bricks which spoil the whole wall?'
What he said next changed my whole view of that wall, of myself, and of many other aspect of life. He said, 'Yes. I can see those two bad bricks. But I can also see the 998 good bricks as well.'
I was stunned. For the first time in over three months, I could see other bricks in that wall apart from the two mistakes. Above, below, to the left and to the right of the bad bricks were good bricks, perfect bricks. Moreover, the perfect bricks were many, many more then the two bad bricks. Before, my eyes would focus exclusively on my two bad bricks. I was blind to everything else. That was why I couldn't bear looking at that wall, or having others see it. That was why I wanted to destroy it. Now that I could see the good bricks, the wall didn't look so bad after all. It was, as the visitor had said, 'a nice brick wall.' It's still there now, twenty years later, but I've forgotten exactly where those bad bricks are. I literally cannot see those mistakes any more.
How many people end relationship or get divorced because all they can see in their partner are 'two bad bricks'? How many of us become depressed or even contemplate suicide, because all we can see in ourselves are 'two bad bricks'. In truth, there are many, many good bricks, perfect bricks – above, below, to the left and to the right of the faults – but at times we just can't see them. Instead, every time we look, our eyes focus exclusively on the mistakes. The mistakes are all we see, and they're all we think are there, so we want to destroy them. And sometimes, sadly, we do destroy 'very nice wall'.
We've all got our two bad bricks, but the perfect bricks in each one of us are much, much more than the mistakes. Once we see this, things aren't so bad. Not only can we live at peace with ourselves, inclusive of our faults, but we can also enjoy living with a partner. This is bad news for divorce lawyers, but good news for you.
I have told this anecdote many times. After one occasion a builder came up to me and told me a professional secret. 'We builders always make mistakes,' he said, 'But we tell our clients that it is "an original feature" with no other house in the neighbourhood like it. And then we charge them a couple of thousand dollars extra!'
So the 'unique features' in your house probably started out as mistakes. In the same way, what you might take to be mistakes in yourself, in your partner, or in life in general, can become 'unique features,' enriching your time here, once you stop focusing on them exclusively.
im so sick of u so cant like u !!!
every1 thinks u are rite im oways the 1 that's wrong!!
there is no way i'll ever b rite
there's no way u'll ever b wrong?
and if u ever realise u are wrong every1 forgives u and feels that itz okie
if even if proven that im rite.. so wat??? every1 makes mistakes!!
wtf?!!@#%#^&(*
if u think i cant help u dun tell mi ur prob
if u dun tell mi ur prob how u noe i cant help u
if im not of any use anymore am i still ur friend
if im not if any use to u y am i still ur friend
if u are not of anymore use to mi y R u still my friend
if i dun like u co. y i still go out w u
i duno y but i really cant stand u
im really sick of u
im really irritated by u
i dun really like u but i still see u
i dun really dislike u but i cant stand u
to b continued...
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did, U fell so hard
I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far
I lose my way & it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry Becoz you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with
I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young U should have known better than to lean on me
You never tot of anyone else U just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing
Because of you
I never strayed too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you.......I am afraid
just when i feel that the whole world owes mi something..
i found out that i owed the whole world something...
when i feel that i've done everything then i realised i've done nothing..
itz when i tot i'd have got friends that i realized that i've got enemies ..
y is it when i finally starts to feel happiness i oso start to feel loneliness?
must it really b like dat?? when u gained something u really gota lose something??
this is the way of the world??
can i lose sumthing then find sumthing?? i think i'll b happier that way.
but how to lose something when i haven find anything??
this is sick.. no, i am sick!
ever heard of this thing about there are 7 or 8 or dunno how many ppl on this earth that looked alike??
well fel juz found mi my first ...
when fel sent mi this pic on msn, my first reaction to this pic was - when the hell i have a toga top??
then i tot i really "chi dai" (senile), coz i really cant remember when where with who i took this pic???
>>oink: when was this taken??
>>fel: nafa
>>oink: who gave u this pic? jr? or glad??
mi showed this pic to EHR ppl and every1 oso thinks itz mi!! lenny saved and zoomed in on the pix hahhaa..
>> <(-(oo)-)>..Every person you encounter serves some purpose??? says:
u really zoomed?
>> aphosis says:
yup
>>aphosis says:
juz wan to make sure
>>aphosis says:
not yur pic ah
i dunno about u but no matter how many 1000Xs i look at this pic i still feel that itz mi... i went to see her profile but oni this pic looked 100% like mi .. i've tried to add her on friendster but cant so msged her!!
now i'm tryin to find a pic of mi in a similiar setting to "shock" her!! hahah :P
仍然难禁看看你这个坏人 有甚么的吸引?
残酷至此更让我想靠近
心知要换个别人还是有人
如同前世久下你的吻 还怎么敢怒愤
己习惯亲朋好友问我怎会为你等
学会讲只因这种狠深得我心
喜欢你让我下沉 喜欢你让我哭
能持续获得糟蹋亦满足
喜欢你待我薄情 喜欢你为人冷酷
若是你也发现 你也喜欢亏待我
就让你永远痛爱着我
和谐甜美没有天意弄人 有甚么的吸引??
谁待我好我就会不过问
偏偏碰着那坏人全都诱人
全球的情侣故事也相近 宁愿天昏地暗
要为错的人伤过恨过 方算是勇敢
长世间不喜欢开心喜欢痛心
so wich is wich wat is wat??
this is result from my personality test...
like dat im normal or still abnormal??
***Your Personality Is***
Guardian (SJ)
You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.
Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.
You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.
You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.
A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.
You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.
In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.
At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.
With others, you tend to be polite and formal.
As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.
On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!
stay away from mi!!!
this is the results i get for a quiz to find out how abnormal i am...
***You Are 92% Abnormal***
You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul.
You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at high risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is very likely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at high risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is very likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.
who will b so kind to buy mi a new hp so i dun have to use this 
anymore???!!!
<(-(OO)-)>.....................................................................
To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out for another is to risk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self.
To place your ideas, your dreams, before a crowd is to risk their loss.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To live is to risk dying.
To hope is to risk despair.
To try is to risk failure.
.....................................................................<(-(OO)-)>
太浓了吧
否则怎会苦得说不出话
每次都一个人在自问自答
我们的爱到底还在吗
已经淡了吧
多放些糖也很难有变化
不如喝完这杯就各自回家
别坐在对面欣赏我的挣扎
一场失败的爱情像个笑话
热的时候心乱如麻
冷了以后看见自己够傻
人怎么会如此容易无法自拔
一场无味的爱情像个谎话
甜的时候只相信它
苦了以后每一句都可怕
人怎么会如此难以了无牵挂
can somebody just slap mi??
tell mi i heng or sway la?? i lost and found my hp twice ydae!!!
1st i left 1 at the smoking area at work and oni realise itz not w mi after like amost 1 hr!! then i found it there!! heng i working @ medical centre not much smoker here lo!!!
then later mi left it at partyworld and oni realised it's not w mi when i got home!! heng the waiter "wenming" found it!! his name really suit him lo!! very wen ming lo!!! no take mi hp go and sell!! even thou cant sell for much $$ but still!! wr still got so honest ppl???? this afternoon mi go partyworld pick up mi hp the mgr was like " wat u doing here so early?? 12pm!!" wahahah i told him i'm here to collect mi hp.. he oso say i very heng it was in the hands of this honest fella!!
now i'm like this kancheong queen
, every sec checkin if mi hp w mi anot!! kaoz...my hp ringin' n itz somewr in the office!! arrrgh!! i'm beyond hope!!!
醒了 我却还是比较宁静
只有这样才能留住梦境
还看着我最爱的眼睛
还有你偷偷亲吻我的情境
醒了 我都不会睁开眼睛
是怕泪水慢慢吞噬心情
原以为我们有了约定
就能够听见朋友祝福的声音
还来不及和你 和你在一起
数着天空里聚落的星星
你已经离我而去 爱没有继续
原来我根本不是你的唯一 
我紧闭双眼屏住呼吸
根本就不敢在夜里想你
谁知道在白天遇见了你
看见你新的唯一靠在你怀里
我流乾眼泪不能呼吸
我无法面对最後这个结局
曾经我们有过无数话题
爱到最後我们对爱竟会无能为力 我紧闭双眼屏住呼吸
谁会想到曾经相爱的人
还未到最後
我们已经对爱 无能为力
如果你不再出现
我的世界 还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间
让我们试验 什么叫永远
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭
如果你从没出现
我会不会 觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁
为什么就是找不到不谢的玫瑰花
为什么遇见的王子都不够王子啊
我并不期盼他会有玻璃鞋和白马
我惊讶的是情话竟然会变成谎话
为什么幸福的青鸟要飞的那么高
为什么苹果和拥抱都可能是毒药
我从没想过有了他还孤单的可怕
我突然想起从前陪我那个洋娃娃
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大
我宁愿永远都笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大
长大后我就会失去他
我深爱的他 深爱我的他
已经变得不像他
我深爱的他 深爱我的他
怎么会爱上别的他
为什么水晶球里面看不出他在变
为什么结局没欢笑而是泪流满面
我愿意在他回来前继续安静沉睡
但他已去到别座城堡吻另一双嘴
为什么对流星许愿却从来没实现
为什么英勇的骑士会比龙还危险
我当然知道这世界不会完美无瑕
我只求爱情能够不要那么样复杂
让我们回去从前好不好
天真愚蠢快乐美好
if u tot tt by being nice to ppl and ppl will treat u nice back?
HA! forget it!
(ppl will tell u when u "being nice cannot expect returns 1")
if u tot tt listening to ppl tellin u all their sad stories one dae when u R down they'll lend u back that listening ear???
HA HA!! sorry hor, please forget abt that too..
(seow har? no more sad stories to tell u liao ppl hapi like f**k liao, still find u for wat??
u so free doesn't mean ppl oso free like U hor!!
remember tt life u told them to move on??
yeah, they'R movin' on - w/o U!)
if u tot tt bothering to b there for ppl ONE dae when u nid them they'll b ard??
HAHAHA!! u must have been stoOpid like mi!!!
(ppl will oni tell u "who ask u KPO??! 活該!!!")
好心是沒有好報的!!!
只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情 还得不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多 是我还是你
我很不服气 也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你
写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里...............................
stories tt make mi think about the way we treat people...
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In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table.
A waitress put a glass of water in front of him.
"How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked.
"Fifty cents," replied the waitress.
The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it.
"Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired.
By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient.
"Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied.
The little boy again counted his coins.
"I'll have the plain ice cream," he said.
The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the
table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies..
You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.
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In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of theway.
Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never
understand!
Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.
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Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare &serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister.
I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll do it if it will save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded. He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away".
Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her.
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erica told mi someting tt some1 sae abt mi :
"dun see ppl ching chai ching chai..
當一些人死的時候他們需要其他人跟他們一起陪葬"
am i really so scary??? got meh?? really meh?? think wat? i QIN shi wang meh?
it feels somewat alittle similar to smokin
just like ciggies-i noe it does mi no good
i noe it really does nothing but kill mi eventually
i noe i've 2 stop but juz cant bear to
but to leave w/o it had never cross my mind
coz i oso noe that to leave w/o it oni means killin mi earlier then dyin from it
the pekchekness when it's not within my grip
the emptiness when it's not within my sight
the anger and frustration when i noe i will neVer have it!!
yet wat can i do abt it??
every1's remindin mi of the shit i'm gettin myself into
itz like noein the wall is there but u still wana walk rite into it
noein itz gona hurt yet i juz wana throw my head towards it
noein it'll b the same no matter wat i do but i still wana sink into it
obsessed? obstinate??
no very obvious it's plain stupidity
dun ask mi when itz gona end coz itz not up to mi to decide
when it'll end it'll end..
al tt im askin 4 is when it finalli ends please dun come back again
i hav had enuf
the feelin is killin mi slowly
seepin into my body like tis invisible poison
it happened b4 and i'm allowin it to happen again
this wound tt'll never heal
stop tis cruelty
knock tt hammer
bring out the sentance
let it heal or just pass the death sentance u're the 1 with the power to decide so please do mi tis favor spare mi the torture
is tt too much to ask
i dunno how much more i can take on
so stupid of mi to even tinkin u're the 1 to savage mi from this shit
allowin u into my life again
spare mi the pain i'm beggin u
once n for all juz kill mi
dun leave mi to die like dis
i rather have a fast 1 then to bleed to death like tis
-juz kill mi-
trying to make ends mit we becums the slave of 
money then we die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet
I am here in my mould
I'm a million different people from one day to the next
I can't change my mould
I've never prayed
but tonight I'm on my knees
I need to hear some sounds
that recognise the pain in me
let the melody shine
let it cleanse my mind
I feel free now
the airwaves are clean and there's nobody singing to me now
trying to make ends meet try to find somebody then you die tis is life
There is a mAsK, that covers up one's true intentions
Once removed, things become very clear
Analyze behavior patterns to see beneath
the person that is presented to you, vulnerable through trust
life is a twisted maze of obstacles
Presented by people with a secret face
What's on the outside, is not always all that is real
Live by caution, what I feel
When things are reversed
People are shown for what they are
The truth is revealed bAniSh the false!
Pacifying moments with an acquired disguise to obtain the things they want
By the anguish of someone else materialistic motives are fulfilled
Cherish the true, vulnerable through trust
Life is a twisted maze of obstacles
presented by people with a secret face
" The greatest thing u'll ever know is just to love & be loved in return."
<(-(oo)-)>.......................................................
A little late for all the things you didn't say
I'm not sad for you
But I'm sad for all the time I had to waste
'Cause I learned the truth
Your heart is in a place I no longer wanna be
I knew there'd come a day
I'd set you free 'Cause ....
I'm sick and tired Of always being sick and tired !!
Your love isn't fair
You live in a world where you didn't listen
And you didn't care
So I'm floating ...floating on air
No warning of such a sad song Of broken hearts
My dreams of fairy tales and fantasies were torn apart
I lost my peace of mind
Somewhere along the way
I knew there's come a time
You'd hear me say
I'm sick and tired of always being sick and tired
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You would run around and lead me on forever...
While I'm waiting home still thinking we're together...
I was believing in you...
Was I mistaken? do you say what you mean?
I'd rather you B mean...
Than love and lie...
And I'd rather hear the truth...
And have to say goodbye...
I'd rather take a blow...
At least then I would know...
<(^(oo)^)>.............................................................................
i've just noticed tt in my life.. therez juz so freaking many ridiculous ppl!!
they R juz so
ridiculously stupid...
ridiculously irritating...
ridiculously sad..
ridiculously unreliable...
ridiculously unexplainable...
ridiculously ugly...
ridiculously making mi mad...
ridiculously so much more that i'll die of tryint o type all of them down!!!!
or mayb is it juz mi tt's ridiculous?? but that's really ridiculous!!! but then if it's not mi then i really dunno howda explain this ridiculous anger tt's eruptin in mi??? SO i'm the 1 tt's actually really ridiculous! if not why the hell do i even bother to ridiculously post this ridiculously incomprehensive blog???
mayb.. it's juz PMS..
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If I touch a burning candle I can feel no pain
In the ice or in the wun it's all the same
Yet I feel my heart is acheing
Though it doesn't beat it's breaking
And the pain here that I feel
Try and tell me it's not real
I know that I am dead
Yet it seems that I still have some tears to shed....
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o
And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain
Remember .....
The dreaming days where the mess was made
We have changed but we're still the same..
And I'll try to b happy for you
Circles and triangles, and now we're hangin' out with your new
girlfriend
So far from where we've been I know we're cool...
"watz the of point regretting now..... when u turned down ur chance when it's in front of u......."
People come into our lives for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When we figure out which one it is, we will know what to do for each person.
When someone is in our life for a REASON.
It is usually to meet a need we have expressed. They have come to assist us through a difficulty, to provide guidance and support, to aid us physically, emotionally, or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend, and they are!?
They are here for the reason we need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on our part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die....
Sometimes they walk away....
Sometimes they act up and force us to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need had been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer we sent up had been answered. And now it is time to move on.
Then there are people tt come into our life for a SEASON. Because our turn has come to share, grow, or learn.
They bring us an experience of peace, or make us laugh.
They may teach us something we have never done. They usually give us an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it! It is real!
But, only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach us lifetime lessons: things we must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Our job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what we've learnt to use in all other relationships and areas of our lives.
So, r u here in my life for a Reason? a Season? or a Lifetime?
What Oprah Said About Men:
if a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve
then heck no, you can't "be friends".
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any
differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he
has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.
.....He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs. (hmm. tis i'll like to add a ?)
You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.
Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and
you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.
Never move into his mother's house.
Never co-sign for a man.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
"it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them."
happi??... enjoy it while u're still able to...
u'll never noe when itz gona end..
u'll never noe when it'll ever happen again...
& then, forever .. it can oni B found in ur memory...
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擁抱的時候...心情有點痛...
也許提早感受到寂寞
離開的時候...只聽見沉默...
除了沉默我還能怎麼做選擇
別對我抱歉...
別總覺得對我虧欠
現在他在妳的身邊...
就對他好一點
不要再讓你們的愛,敗給了時間
既然遇見了永遠, 就不要說再見
不要再讓你們的愛,輸給了永遠
我應該選擇離別? 沒有一句怨言???
我們曾經過那麼多考驗
最後還是回到了原點 ...
總有那一天相遇的瞬間
確定那些冷漠的從前已走遠
別對我抱歉, 別總覺得對我虧欠
現在誰在妳的身邊, 就對誰好一點
我應該就走開 就算感情還在
我應該就放開 對他不再依賴
忘了曾有過的片段 - 這是屬於你們的未來
直到你能若無其事, 聊起了從前
我才發現彼此都了解, 默契是最寶貴的語言 ...
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an Old man turns 98
he won the lottery and DIE the next day...
it's a black fly .. in ur chardonnay
it's a death row pardoned.. 2 mins TOO late..
mr PLAY IT SAFE.. was afraid to fly..
he packed his suitcase and kissed his kids GUDbYe..
he waited his whole damn life to take tt flight
& as the plane CRAsHed down.. he tot "well, isn't it nice?"
it's like rain.. on ur weddin dae..
it's like a FREE ride when u've oledi PAID!
it's the good advice tt u juz didn't take.. WHO would have tot it figures??
well.. life has a funni way of sneaking up on u when u think everything's okie and everything's gg rite..
life has a funni way of helpin u out when everything's gone wrong and everything's blows up in UR face..
traffic jam! when u're oledi late
NO SMOKIN sign on ur cigarette break!
itz like 10 THOUSANDS spoons when all u nid is a knife..
itz miting the man of my dreams & then MITING HIS BEAUTIFUL WIFE..
isn't it ironic.. dun u think?? alittle tooOoo ironic .. yeah i really do think..
life has a funni way of sneakin up on U ... life has a funni funni way of helpin u out ..???
麻木的我与你暗中往来
我们曾紧紧拥抱 却又轻易地放掉
在你离开之後的天空 我像风筝寻一个梦
寂寞深的太让人害怕
愛原來是寂寞
何事会令你逗留 何以她有我没有
你曾是 我盲目的理由 你犯的錯 除了我別人都看透
劝自己要放手 闭上眼让你走
只要關上了門 不必理誰..
我想靜靜離開 你卻從背後 拉住我的手 你並沒有用力
怎麼我那麼痛
多希望我们不曾相识过..
不小心當淚滑過嘴角 就用你握過的手抹掉
不管誰最後陪著你到老 記得有我 曾愛你這麼牢...
有的人說不清哪裡好 但就是誰都替代不了
我知道傷心不能改變什麼 残酷的却是我太喜欢恋爱....
There were nights
when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed If I just listened to it Right outside the window
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust And I just knew my eyes were Drying up forever
I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can’t remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made
But when you touch me like this And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it’s all coming back to me
When I touch you like this And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe
but It’s all coming back to me
There were moments of gold And there were flashes of light
There were things I’d never do again But then they’d always seemed right There were nights of endless pleasure It was more than any laws allow
If I kiss you like this And if you whisper like that