lost and found

just when i feel that the whole world owes mi something..
i found out that i owed the whole world something...

when i feel that i've done everything then i realised i've done nothing..

itz  when i tot  i'd have got friends that i realized that i've got enemies ..

y is it when i finally starts to feel happiness i oso  start to feel loneliness?

must it really b like dat?? when u gained something u really gota lose something??

this is the way of the world??

can i lose sumthing then find sumthing??  i think i'll b happier that way.

but how to lose something when i haven find anything??

this is sick.. no, i am sick!