becoz of u...

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did, U fell so hard
I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far

I lose my way & it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry Becoz you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young U should have known better than to lean on me
You never tot of anyone else U just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing

Because of you
I never strayed too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
  Because of you.......I am afraid